5 Books that Made Me

5 BOOKS THAT MADE ME|Reading Monologue: Study Room 006, Zhong Yao

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Written by / Zhong Yao. Film & Photography/ Manchi. Before entering the world of literature, I thought that everything was too heavy, as if I needed to have many self-culture conditions to read. After all, reading takes time and needs to be put down. Well, temporarily, put the soul out briefly. And I can always free up some gaps in my life, trying to surrender my most stubborn soul, so that these good books and good literature can bathe my soul - I describe it like this. But I guess I still want to be heavy, because these books that make my books are all kinds of things that are not kidnapped by the word "literature"; therefore, they are not heavy. When I first started reading, I liked the hard Akutagawa Ryunosuke, Tanizaki Junichiro, Mau Sang, Bai Xianyong, Cao Yu, etc., and also took Simon Poova’s "Second Sex" for research. I like the sense of the times, I like to hear stories from the old people, and say things that are not about them. Seeing how to sleep, seeing that three months have passed, I can’t finish it – life! There are still a lot of food, drink and fun, reading is not my favorite. Later, I finally took a fancy to modern literature. Is it better to talk to young people about the grounding of literature? I opened the Haruki Murakami; in fact, I don't like it, and I don't like it. Then I opened Muriel Barbery's The Elegance of Hedgehog, which opened my interest in modern and modern literature. When I first started reading, I liked the hard Akutagawa Ryunosuke, Tanizaki Junichiro, Mau Sang, Bai Xianyong, Cao Yu, etc., and also took Simon Poova’s "Second Sex" for research. I like the sense of the times, I like to hear stories from the old people, and say things that are not about them. Seeing how to sleep, seeing that three months have passed, I can’t finish it – life! There are still a lot of food, drink and fun, reading is not my favorite. Later, I finally took a fancy to modern literature. Is it better to talk to young people about the grounding of literature? I opened the Haruki Murakami; in fact, I don't like it, and I don't like it. Then I opened Muriel Barbery's The Elegance of Hedgehog, which opened my interest in modern and modern literature. "The Grace of Hedgehog" is about a clever and genius little girl's view of life. From the time she decided to end her ridiculous life, she met a woman who was guarding the door; she was always lonely, but at home and in her heart. It is a wonderful work of Heinner's books and knowledge. How does she use an elegant figure, the shape of the soul, to disguise herself as a "hedgehog" to protect her private field that she does not want to be seen. The two people who each have their own small universe are in a very interesting contrast! Later, I also found out the movie, and I was a little fascinated to accompany the two women to think about life together. I have to say that the French are more romantic, romantic is always not to choose linear thinking, to chat with you straightforward; this is like a luxury debate contest for me, you say a word, and finally the same position. I fell in love with modern literature, starting with the humor of the French, very lucky. "The Grace of Hedgehog", Muriel Barbery. "Alive", Yu Hua. "The Grace of Hedgehog", Muriel Barbery. A few months later, I bought a second-hand book called "Alive" from the Chinese modern writer Yu Hua; he used the not flamboyant writing, let me finish it in two hours, but burst into tears. . I remember when I was in the coffee shop, snoring, I couldn’t wait to share it with the people around me, just like the excitement that my good friend Zhijia recommended to me - I will always ask her if she has anything in the future. Good book, never hide, but she is now studying historical psychology, and will be involved again next time! Closer to home, "Alive" says that a young man meets an old man under a tree. He asks for a pre-dinner story from the afternoon to the evening. The bleak tone of the old man's family describes a bitter life. Coincidentally, the old man seems to be telling his own story, like confessing the fault of the human world, begging for forgiveness of a stranger - of course, this is my own internal interpretation, I don't know if the readers who read it will Like me, I burst into tears. "Alive", Yu Hua. "Hulan River Biography", Xiao Hong. This incitement also made me fall in love with Chinese literature. Their use of words can always make me want to know Chinese more, and the dictionary in my head is not enough to download. Let's talk about Xiao Hong and Mo Yan's book! The scenery and nostalgia in northeast China always make me no longer just imagining things outside, but they are close to their lives. When they are a fellow northeastern compatriot, this is an alternative trip for me, and Hulan River Biography and Frog are my true recommendations. Xiao Hong’s book reads rap and has a unique northeast rhythm – I mean, when you make a sound “read”, it’s a refreshing! The "Frog" is a bit crazy, I don't know if you can eat or not. "Hulan River Biography", Xiao Hong. Regarding Ignatius, he is a frequent visitor in my coffee shop. He has never read his work, but he has heard some of his articles on the Internet. He is quite a young man because he is such a writer who cares about society. I invite him. I recommend a copy of his work to me, and he chose "Zero Place." In the month of working in France last year, the "Zero Place" that I brought was turned over by the French. The dense Chinese made them curious and asked what my story was saying. After the nuclear power plant exploded, Taiwan, the capital moved, Politics and private enterprises are illegally involved, the Taiwanese genetic mutation after the nuclear explosion, memory loss, etc., and then use the timeline three hundred days before the nuclear explosion and the three hundred days after the nuclear explosion to push the day of the incident - such wonderful and weird "Inference of novels" is difficult to explain in English and French. It is really a explanation for giving up the explanation for a long time. The French only raised a little interest when I mentioned the word "politics", and then they began to discuss their mark macro. I just kept thinking, except for Zhang Ailing, Zhu Tianwen, and San Mao, I am glad that I am still more than Igna. Such a talented person in Taiwan's modern fiction literature, after reading, I really hope that "Zero Place" can be remake into a movie. "Zero Place", Yi Geyan. "Zero Place", Yi Geyan. As an actor, knowing how to use it is a very important thing. Reading is a different kind of "reading" for me, and I understand it in different ways. When a French friend sent a "How to be PARISIAN" very interesting, she thought that she disliked me enough to integrate into the life of Parisians and gave me a secret. Finally, after reading it, I got different recycling. After all, it takes a new height in mind to put a stubborn state of living for thirty years and to pretend to be a full-fledged Parisian. Maybe I am too anti-bone, I appreciate the author's delicate observation and self-deprecating skill, the most important thing is - she is too Parisian! Seeing yourself thoroughly, then bravely and humorously provoke your own nation, even I want to abandon my stubborn soul, be a Parisian - after all, Parisians are the most loved nation in the world, perhaps the city is more suitable. After reading it, I found that I did not get a secret, but a book of human nature. How to be PARISIAN, Anne Berest, Audrey Diwan, Caroline de Maigret, Sophie Mas. How to be PARISIAN, Anne Berest, Audrey Diwan, Caroline...

5 BOOKS THAT MADE ME|Reading Monologue: Study Room 005, Huang Wei

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Oral / Huang Wei. Interview, editing / Alice Chan. Film & Photography/ Manchi. When I was young, I always had a lot of books in my family. My parents used to work in Yuanliu Publishing House, and because of this, I had more opportunities to access various books. The most impressive reading experience at the beginning was from a series of Jin Yong published by Yuanliu. Occasionally, he also flipped through the translation of Dasheng's "Rashomon" - the most common book in Dad's study is "Rashomon". But for me at that time as a primary school student, it was too difficult to enter, let alone understand. Jin Yong's work - martial arts novels may be popular, but because of popular, it can resonate. In the fifth grade of the National Primary School, I read the whole set of Jin Yong, which is easy for the 11-year-old child to read; he used a Western approach to describe the culture of the East. I even read the dictionary and read it. A little older, began to know the other two of the martial arts novels, Gu Long and Liang Yusheng. He has a deep impression on Gu Long. He uses a textual structure like a movie-like perspective. His entertainment is low and he focuses on the psychological state of the characters. Apart from the controversy of big manism, I appreciate his works. He is a relatively romantic creator, and he finally died in a wine glass. He also has a sad feeling against his work and his own life. However, if you really choose to read the book "consciously", it is probably the time to work in a coffee shop after retiring. At that time, I was completely unfamiliar with Japanese literature, and because of the introduction of my girlfriend at the time, I began to be interested in Japanese writers. The writings of Japanese writers always have a dull and low-key color, like a cruel voice, telling the cruelty in life. That kind of writing, in contrast to my own music, I think, in addition to life itself, more of these artists, writers or musicians; by their works, in the seemingly insignificant fragments of life Excavate the profound meaning of the implication. Because I was curious about the Japanese writers, I read the Dasheng translation of my father's translation. I remember that my father used to get up early every day, and before the afternoon break, he was translating, and the manuscript paper was thick. It overlapped me. Some part of Dad’s memory, and this memory has naturally become an opportunity to read it carefully. Although the stories in "Rashomon" are short stories, they are full of strength; the background is mostly in a period of turbulence and unrest, and the atmosphere is more profoundly revealing "humanity." These "humanity" may be exaggerated by the story, but they reflect many irrational behaviors that are still often performed in the world today, including the persistence of war and injury, and the deprivation of the weak by the strong - both the emotional and the survival levels - It should also prove that this book gives me the feeling that when a kind of development or development goes to an extreme, all negative darkness will be revealed one by one. Akutagawa Ryunosuke’s claim from the "Rashomon" is not the beauty that we are yearning for, but a kind of truth - I think, I look forward to seeing the true side of human nature than seeing the good side of human nature through reading! It is because it does not hide the reality, and therefore it is more able to persuade people to be good. Even if the emotions are somewhat disgusting, it also gives me some comfort: in the face of the unacceptable world, it seems to be able to understand. Another one who gave me a shocking bomb was Tai Jizhi. Also a Japanese writer, Akutagawa always has "instructions" or "education" in the story; but Taizai and his "human disqualification" focus only on himself and his "moving destruction." Two years ago, I began to have a melancholy tendency to write a song "In the Darkness". At that time, I was sensitive to the dark and unclear face of human nature. I was looking for similar subjects. I wanted to see through these words that these people are facing When life and psychological dilemmas and sorrows are expressed, how will it be expressed, and where is the limit? It is still a glimmer of light in the darkness, or it is annihilated with all strength. Two years ago, I began to have a melancholy tendency to write a song "In the Darkness". At that time, I was sensitive to the dark and unclear face of human nature. I was looking for similar subjects. I wanted to see through these words that these people are facing When life and psychological dilemmas and sorrows are expressed, how will it be expressed, and where is the limit? It is still a glimmer of light in the darkness, or it is annihilated with all strength. "Human Disqualification" is probably the most hopeless and vain situation in the book I read at that time. Before that, I had read only a few Japanese writers such as Akutagawa, Yukio Mishima, Natsume Soseki and Murakami. I used to read the entire book once and spent four times to read the "Disqualification", perhaps because of it. It’s all about his own state; in the face of that state, it takes me some time to digest. There is always a certain part of Taizai’s character that reminds me of Yukio Mishima. Even if the two people’s personality is like a strong contrast, the three islands are too well-known to be slaughtered. (Even even criticized, a novelist like Taizai who wants to “sentimental” should It grows more serious; but in the end it is too slaughtered as a life and emotional martyrdom, and the Three Islands are martyrdom for their ideal dignity and samurai spirit. Both of them regard the suicide of ordinary people as "self-destruction" as their vesting--that is a strong attachment to life and self-control. I divided it four times and finally watched it on the plane. Although the feeling was shrouded in a low-lying atmosphere, I was very resonated with me at that time. It seems that I am self-satisfied in negative emotions, but I see a more extreme trend than myself. "I understand what you are talking about"; this kind of resonance is also reflected in the fans I face. I know some fans and friends, and some of them are so entangled to live. For some people, life is sometimes a painful process, and Taizai has a very thorough experience. He has no choice. From a secular point of view, he can not be so embarrassed, but he chooses one of the most extreme. the way. It is almost naked and dangerous to live by yourself and express yourself in words. However, such creators are actually more passionate about life than most of us, living and experiencing in a "perceptual" way. For some people, life is sometimes a painful process, and Taizai has a very thorough experience. He has no choice. From a secular point of view, he can not be so embarrassed, but he chooses one of the most extreme. the way. It is almost naked and dangerous to live by yourself and express yourself in words. However, such creators are actually more passionate about life than most of us, living and experiencing in a "perceptual" way. In fact, I don’t think much about pure literary works. Compared with literature, I am more interested in how human life and the world develop into the present appearance and logic. Therefore, most of the choices are related to war, historical development or human psychology. Theme of. Especially because of my own depression, I read many psychology books and wanted to analyze myself more deeply. When I first came into contact with the book "Receiving Imperfect Courage: Adler's 100 Life Revolution", I was a bit repulsive and always felt too naive and optimistic. Later, I read it carefully and looked up Adler’s biography: I was suffering from the disease since childhood, and created his inferiority complex to himself. Then the school led by the school was persecuted by the Jewish social atmosphere... He will live his life. The background and discussion are actually more convincing. There are many seemingly simple, positive and naive ideas in his doctrine. "There are no perfect people in this world. They have to identify and like to have shortcomings, nothing, and true self." "Your life is made by your thoughts." Decided." In fact, after careful consideration, you will find that it is a fact, and it is not simple. Zooming into life, we have been educated and instilled with scores as a standard, so that we can manage them when we grow up. We regard many "extraordinary" as a defect, not a personality; therefore, when it fails somewhere, it is not only easy to self-question, but may never climb again and fall into it. Adler’s discourse is a wake-up call for me. Life can be decided by myself now, not just how you have been in the past, thus creating what you are. He explained it in a way that was more like the entry into the WTO. He did not emphasize "how to do it", but only suggested the possible direction after an act; some small but impossible decisions may change his feelings about the present world - this and me. The pursuit of "existence value" is consistent. Adler’s discourse is a wake-up call for me. Life can be decided by myself now, not just how you have been in the past, thus creating what you are. He explained it in a way that was more like the entry into the WTO. He did not emphasize "how to do it", but only suggested the possible direction after an act; some small but impossible decisions may change his feelings about the present world - this and me. The pursuit of "existence value" is consistent. Faced with the trivialities of life, I tried to think with Adler's discourse, complete the solution one by one, understand what I want and be more positive. After all, things are only between doing and not doing. Regarding life, another subversion of me is "the abnormal life is over-expanding: the ideal living guide for Zhengxing Street Cabinet Men". Looking at this not so serious book name, you can guess the story of life told by the author Gao Yaowei, not so regular. Before an opportunity, I was invited to perform at a local event in Zhengxing Street, Tainan; the street was very active and literary, and the reason for the rise was related to the author of the book. Before the settlement of Tainan, Gao Yaowei was the so-called "successful person". His life was in a "normal direction". One day, he suddenly became ignorant of what he was pursuing. So he moved to Zhengxing Street and his life turned a big U- Turn. This street was originally a very ordinary road, but because of the close communication and crazy activities with the local residents - crazy means that "do not make money" for the average person, like to do a "global vision is the narrowest The magazine "Zheng Xing Wen"; a new link between the local elderly residents, creators and new residents. However, as everything grew bigger and more red, Gao Yaowei began to think about whether that state was contrary to his original idea; so he returned everything to a small scale and re-examined the life he wanted. This kind of story and life turns, let me deeply understand that life does not have to be what, or what it should be. In a capitalist society, when everything grows bigger, it seems that it will go to a completely different result than the one originally expected, a business; the public judges the so-called value, and ultimately only the currency - an oversimplification Too much cruel way to measure. What is "work" and "life" in the end, and why is "vacation" a sin? This sin is reflected in various ways in the imbalance between our work and life, and it is a common sorrow for us who are not conscious. Gao Yaowei broke through this framework and lived and worked in a way that seemed to be "romantic and not active." It was difficult for me to do it myself. It is beyond the universal value. I admire it. Reading time to me is like watching a movie, separating yourself from another time and space outside of reality, stealing a piece in life, meditating, retreating, thinking. When the text is already in front of the eyes, it is mostly written by the author's deliberation; compared with my own reader's thinking and the author's intention, the two are the same. Or, repeatedly compare the words used in the wording - dialectical with the author's logic and his own thoughts. If you are re-reviewing yourself with your own dialectic, comparison, and even by others' eyes, you must mention "Welcome to the Wind and Hitachi Records". This is a book written by Feng Heri to invite Chen Yu'an to record the growth of our group of people who love to dream and love music. Frankly speaking, I am not a very mature person. After joining the team, I only care about myself for a while. Later, more and more people know my music. I even started to entangle my work and reject all things that have nothing to do with music. Most of the people who put in music creation are not trying to make money. The original heart of music should be pure. Imagine that life should be spent in creation and performance. As their music is spread and shared, other foreign affairs are gradually increasing. Propaganda and running notices are always unwilling. In addition, the later melancholy tendencies, their own pains are afflicting others, and the process is with me and partners. Torture. Most of the people who put in music creation are not trying to make money. The original heart of music should be pure. Imagine that life should be spent in creation and performance. As their music is spread and shared, other foreign affairs are gradually increasing. Propaganda and running notices are always unwilling. In addition, the later melancholy tendencies, their own pains are afflicting others, and the process is with me and partners. Torture. Now, through the text of this book, I know the self in the eyes of others (and because of Adler’s positive attitude), I found out that I didn’t like or reject everything at the time, maybe it’s not bad; after all, I changed my face. Treat your favorite music with a mentality of work. While reading, there is a deep introspection at the bottom of my heart. Although I read it with a heart of reflection, I looked at my own partner and my partner from the perspective of Chen Xiaoan. For fifteen years - not a long company, in my own life. It seems to have written all my musical stories. Still warm, those shining moments are still moving and moving with these writing records. So, it seems that there is a little courage and strength to face what you want to accomplish. When I think of the original mention, I like to read the books about why the world has become like this. But when it comes to this, it turns out that I know not only the world but also a deeper understanding of myself in the book. Study Room 005 Book "Rashomon", Akutagawa Ryunosuke "Human Disqualification", Taizaizhi...

5 BOOKS THAT MADE ME|Reading Monologue: Study Room 004, Tu Xiangwen

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Writer / Tu Xiangwen. Film & Photography/ Manchi. Photography Assistant/ XRae Chou. Reading is a very private matter. Sometimes it is an experience that comes with it. Sometimes it is an extremely purposeful act; sometimes it is simply a leisurely time-consuming activity, and sometimes it is serious to prepare for a solid learning. In any case, reading is the act of people facing the text and letting the text hit the soul. Even if a group of people read the same book and return to the essence, it is still a very pure personal experience. I remember that when I was very young, I was very interested in the text and very sensitive. In the elementary school, history is the first door that has caused me to be curious. The whole set of "Chinese Fairy Tales" and "Wu Yu's Storytelling Story" became the most favorite story book I read after school. Many of the contents are related to the narrative in the textbook. Just a comparison. To get rid of these, the first book that enlightens my imagination for reading should be San Mao’s "The Story of the Sahara." In the transparent bookcases of relatives, there is a book of "Sisters" magazines, with occasional books. I was still in the elementary school, perhaps attracted by the red desert and the camel's figure on the cover, so I picked this book and read it. San Mao’s romantic and tender words are not difficult for me. I may not understand the romantic love of San Mao’s background and her husband’s marriage. Instead, she is fascinated by the trivial and interesting things in those desert life. Various details. This is probably the first time I feel the mystery of the text in my life. There are no photos or illustrations in the book. It is full of pictures when I read it, like a movie picture is projected in my mind. I love watching movies since I was a child. I didn’t expect San Mao to really have a relationship with the movie. The love of Lin Qingxia and Qin Han’s sorrow in "The Red Dust" reminds me of her desert love song with Jose, which has grown up. I seem to know more than I did when I was young. However, when the news of her suicide was coming, I was still confused by the teenager, and I could not understand the meaning of death. I love watching movies since I was a child. I didn’t expect San Mao to really have a relationship with the movie. The love of Lin Qingxia and Qin Han’s sorrow in "The Red Dust" reminds me of her desert love song with Jose, which has grown up. I seem to know more than I did when I was young. However, when the news of her suicide was coming, I was still confused by the teenager, and I could not understand the meaning of death. After growing up, interest and work are inseparable from movies, and many requests for reading are also drawn from the film. In addition to the novels and essays that I have seen, the biography and interviews of the film masters have become my most important and unforgettable reading experience. Like Woody Allen’s "Theatrical Love", although it is a thick book, it is as easy and lively as his movie, not tired at all; later worshipped the Polish master Chislawsky, after his death, The written "Gisrowsky on Chislawsky" became a treasure that I and the ones who voted for the iron powder can't put it down. From the text, our group of young fans in Taiwan, trying to trace his familiar filming skills and generous thinking logic, how to make many seemingly mysterious and imaginative metaphysical ideas into the role of the characters in the story. . Another master who also makes me both admire and confused is Bergman from Sweden. His works are sometimes emotional, sometimes rational, and profoundly excavating human nature without forgetting to talk to God. When I was a student of life, I was serious about watching his film works. Sometimes I felt that there was a long distance. So I used the "Bergman Autobiography" to read and read, which was very helpful for reading movies. Bergman's in-depth analysis of his childhood experience, parenting education and learning to develop, pointing to the impact of his own character and worldview, and finally mapped in the film creation. Every few years, I often revisit Bergman's classic movies and then look at it again, and then again, the book is again and again, and there are always different complexities in different stages of life. Seeing this August, Golden Horse Film Festival will release Bergman's complete retrospective film exhibition. "Bergman Autobiography" will naturally be put into my backpack, and will be revisited with light and shadow. In recent years, work has been busy, but most of them are full of purposeful reading. I have a bunch of various textbooks for scriptwriting, perhaps each with their own set, but for me, the most exciting text for writing a scriptwriter is nothing more than "The Image of the Compound Eye.. I and Kurosawa". Kurosawa’s long-time co-author, Hashimoto Hashimoto, recalls his scriptwriter life through this book, full of legends, especially how his masterpieces with Kurosawa have collided. It has to be countered by the reality of the production environment at that time. The essence of "creation" and the indescribable bitterness and suffering are all swayed from his true words; and the love between the two is also at many critical moments. It is the most fascinating sensibility in my life. This is one of my favorite movie books in recent years. I always encourage myself to rekindle my enthusiasm when I am exhausted and lose my faith. As for Qiong Yao’s "The Seagull Flying", it is a book that is being reread recently. Qiong Yao led the trend of the film type in the 1960s and 1970s. The "Three Halls Movie" was all the rage, and with the re-release of Qiong Yao's entire novel, I finally had the opportunity to read it again. The combination of Jin Zhen and Deng Guangrong, the golden boy and girl, has become a beautiful picture in my mind when I read a novel, but I can’t help but think about the possibility of moving the original to the big screen again. Years are long, history is reincarnation, who said that Qiong Yao movies can no longer have a stormy day? Study Room 004 Book "The Story of Sahara", San Mao "Gisrowsky on Chislawsky", Krzysztof Kieslowski "Bergman Autobiography", Ingmar Bergman "Image of Compound Eyes. I and Akira Kurosawa", Hashimoto Endure "The Seagull Flying", Qiongyao Study Room 004 Book "The Story of the Sahara", San Mao "Gisrowsky on the Kirchowski", Krzysztof Kieslowski "Bergman Autobiography", Ingmar Bergman "The Image of the Compound Eye.. I am with Akira Kurosawa, Hashimoto endures "The Seagull Flying", Qiong Yao Study Room 004 Book "The Story of Sahara", San Mao "Gisrowsky on Chislawsky", Krzysztof Kieslowski "Bergman Autobiography" , Ingmar Bergman "Image of the compound eye.. I am with Akira Kurosawa", Hashimoto forbears "The Seagull Flying", Qiong Yao joins Polysh Facebook to read the latest and interesting books and creators articles at any time.

5 BOOKS THAT MADE ME|Reading Monologue: Study Room 003, Huang Yiwei

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Film & Photography/ Manchi. In the past, I would have thought, if any corner of my life, a little smoother, as I wished at the time, I would stay in parallel life that extended from that point. But later, I didn't think so. Even if I entered any other situation, I will eventually fall off from there and come here. Be the self at the moment, and move toward the distance that is moving toward the moment. Write such a book and write it down like this. From film to literature, or from just poetry and philosophy, or simply eager to know, or have to survive in a right. I can't count the confusion, darkness, despair, and sorrow of writing, as I can't imagine writing to live, it's worth it. I can't walk by myself. These books accompany me against all kinds of fatalities. From film to literature, or from just poetry and philosophy, or simply eager to know, or have to survive in a right. I can't count the confusion, darkness, despair, and sorrow of writing, as I can't imagine writing to live, it's worth it. I can't walk by myself. These books accompany me against all kinds of fatalities. The first is Calvino's "If you are on a winter night, a traveler." For a long time, I have been troubled by "seeing several layers of structure at the same time", both realistic and film and novel. In those years, I didn’t have enough knowledge to comb this video. I couldn’t put forward “evidence” with a story in addition to the main axis of the plot, it’s about another thing, and a higher world, it’s The sculpture is a floating world, and each self-contained circle is affected by a subtle but solid order... I can't justifiably say that there is such a thing, I feel confused and ashamed. Until I met this book. It was the end of insomnia of the aircraft across time zones. For the first time, I opened "If I was on a winter night, a traveler" and read a few pages. That would have been the first time in my life to give way to a new situation. I feel that everything is no longer about the expedition that the plane will land, but just this book. This book lets me know that I am not abnormal, there is a whole, I belong to and welcome my world, in front of me. "If on a winter night, a traveler," Italo Calvino. The enlightenment and guarding my love for order is the essay "Final Theory" of Nobel Prize winner Weinberg. The book's full name is "Dreams of A Final Theory: The Search for the Fundamental Laws of Nature." What is the situation, can it include the maximum and minimum poles of "final" and "basic" at the same time? In the context of what is the situation, while believing in a higher set of laws of reintegration, but still sending the ethereal and flowing "dream" and "seeking"? The Final Theory is almost eager and inspirational. It invokes physics facts and progress to advocate ideas about the world and knowledge. The theoretical indicator of truth is beauty and elegance. A more intuitive, lower-limit, more detailed but smoother formula will more accurately describe the universe. Rather than saying that I have never forgotten the dream of a scientist in my youth, it is better to say that mathematics and science are pure beauty. And the deep affection for the beauty, after all, led me to join the art after numerous twists and turns and trial and error. Final Theory, Steven Weinberg. Final Theory, Steven Weinberg. Rather than saying that I have never forgotten the dream of a scientist in my youth, it is better to say that mathematics and science are pure beauty. And the deep affection for the beauty, after all, led me to join the art after numerous twists and turns and trial and error. Regarding the beauty of the panorama after the establishment, it is necessary to mention "Setting the Difference". The original title or shorthand "GEB" is three names: the logician Godel, the painter Escher, and the composer Bach. The translation of the Chinese name is really a god. Fugue and Canon, logic and truth, recursion, syntactic structure, the essence of meaning, paradox, consciousness, artificial intelligence, free will... This is a search among the three people who look at different fields. Order, take all the clues, construct a complete set of books of magic, complete books. "Settings", Douglas Richard Hofstadter. I was over-immersed in the fiction of art and thus alerted to a post-construction structure and its logic. The episode of "Differentiation" appeared at the critical point of my own thinking, the concept that it tried to put forward, the lively and unfettered writing, Opened my vision and confidence. Knowing that there is such a book, I am thinking about it. It is an inconvenient time for logistics. I went to the mainland, and such a heavy book, I hugged five books. I am thinking that if I meet someone who is thinking about these things and is so concerned, I will give him a copy. Unfortunately, I have never encountered it. Time is over. At the beginning of this avant-garde book, many of them are out of date, but it still remembers many eternal things, and locks my youthful years. When writing devours me once, I met "outside thinking", which is actually an article written by Fu Ke, and I am another article by Fo Ke, "Heterotopia". When I read it at the same time, I was in the midst of several years of intensive film commentary writing, and I was confused by the subtle but deadly relationship between the text and the image, which escaped, anchored and incited. And frustration. Fu Ke's writing gives a kind of continuous deconstruction and construction, one image that is soft, firm, and even sweet and fairy temperament at the same time, not only accompanying the fragility that I have entered for various kinds of rumors, but also learning knowledge, learning and feelings. Another way to create. "External Thinking", Michel Foucault. Finally, the "Sorcerer." All the works of "Magician" and John Fussian deeply laid out my way of conscious of the world and existence. In the story, there was an encounter, going in and becoming a part of it, and the master found that he could no longer leave. There is nothing to imprison him, but he accepts that order and that value. He selected the position in the entire layered design. Then the world turns, like Genesis, like destiny. An isolated island, a theater that is eternal and unable to exit. "Magician", John Fowles "Sorcerer" makes me trapped by endless gaze and gaze created by mise en abyme, is a mirrored abyss, is a maze of self-reproduction, is a set of continuous, transcendence and cracking. Reading this book, after the horror, became fixed. "Magician" teaches me the "fiction" luxury and squandering. No matter how pragmatic and limited life is, with this magic, there is true freedom. ...

5 BOOKS THAT MADE ME|Reading Monologue: Study Room 002, Chen Dezheng

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Film & Photography/ Manchi. The book selection criteria for "5 Books That Made Me", I think it should be different from "My favorite five books" or "The five books that are most important to me". For example, I have always liked Hunter S. Thompson's Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas. The madness and grotesque in the book always fascinated me, but it It doesn't make up for me—a writer who will be 40 years old—the most important part of his creative consciousness. The reason why I like "Fear of Las Vegas" is that in a certain degree, it is awe, and the author fears that the author will dare to mix his mad life with his works, and he will not change his face. Drink it. Do you know how Hunter Thompson died later? In 2005, he shoot himself at home in the kitchen, was 67 years old, he wrote in his suicide note:... 67. That is 17 years past 50. 17 more than I needed or wanted Boring I am always bitchy No Fun — for anybody. 67....

5 Books that Made Me|Reading Monologue: Study Room 001, Deng Jiuyun

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Film & Photography/ Manchi. This year is particularly sensitive to color. In the last week of the year, I organized a vacant house in my home into a studio. I dubbed the art room, beauty is related to creation, labor is labor and behavior, the room is the best place for the whole family to illuminate, the sun is warm during the day, and the insects are lively at night. I don't paint, but I want to paint. So from the beginning of the monochrome, tear off the A5 sketchbook, decided to paint with a color one day - painted, may be more appropriate. On the first day, I chose the lightest green color of the watercolor plate, unconsciously painted white paper, and then consciously became a "raining green cloud." I don't want to show it to anyone. I just took a photo and sent it to my friends who borrowed my paint and painting tools to express my gratitude. Chroma, Derek Jarman. What is this green? "Chroma" said, "Old green, colored for time. The past few centuries have been evergreen. Lavender is only ten years old, red is an explosion, burning itself, blue is endless, green and peaceful and covering the earth With the four seasons rising and falling, this contains the expectation of resurrection." I opened the "Japanese Color Story" to find the green closest to me, the big is the twilight. Twilight is the color of the bud that sprouts after extracting the essence of the earth. It is bright yellow-green. These plants are under the snow, trying to accumulate energy and waiting for the arrival of spring. Born after the arrival of the migratory birds that informed the arrival of winter. The word "鶸" is a bird that is headed by a bird. It is a winter bird that migrated from Eurasia to Japan in the late autumn and early winter. The book carries a watercolor illustration, and the bird's underside also introduces the twilight food - cabbage. Cabbage is a food I am very familiar with, from braised cabbage, sour cabbage hot pot to cold cabbage, and Korean kimchi. "If it is frosted, the sweetness will increase sharply. It is a winter vegetable that can grow healthily in the winter." So, is the Japanese cabbage in Japan eating sweeter than ours? Chroma, Derek Jarman. What is this green? "Chroma" said, "Old green, colored for time. The past few centuries have been evergreen. Lavender is only ten years old, red is an explosion, burning itself, blue is endless, green and peaceful and covering the earth With the four seasons rising and falling, this contains the expectation of resurrection." I opened the "Japanese Color Story" to find the green closest to me, the big is the twilight. "Twilight is the color of the bud that sprouts from the essence of the earth. It is bright yellow-green. These plants are under the white snow, trying to accumulate energy and waiting for the arrival of spring. The migratory bird that was born to inform the arrival of winter." As a radical, it is a winter bird that migrated from Eurasia to Japan in the late autumn and winter. The book carries a watercolor illustration, and the bird's underside also introduces the twilight food - cabbage. Cabbage is a food I am very familiar with, from braised cabbage, sour cabbage hot pot to cold cabbage, and Korean kimchi. "If it is frosted, the sweetness will increase sharply. It is a winter vegetable that can grow healthily in the winter." So, is the Japanese cabbage in Japan eating sweeter than ours? "Japanese Color Story", Nagawa Yoko. "Japanese Color Story", Nagawa Yoko. What I read and write about it is easy to touch food, which has been regarded as a fate. This year I began to look back at this phenomenon, or that I faced the world from a perspective that I had never stood before. From the beginning of the fall, I went back to Zhengda University to listen to a fairy tale analysis of Jung. Before going to bed every day, I would open the "Princess into the Black Forest" and read a fairy tale. On the night of painting the clouds of the twilight cabbage, I happened to turn to the third chapter, “Escape the Tower: Lettuce Girl”. Lettuce is the heroine's name, Rapunzel, which originated in German and is a kind of "dark green small wild vegetables, which can be eaten with the concept of land temperament and sprawling." According to the Jung school, "every fairy tale has been proposed. A spiritual world is waiting for the problem to be solved, and the plot of the story is the interpretation of this solution." So the story of this lettuce princess raises the question of "creation" and "life". The story reflects a mystery and fear inside, like a mirror. I quickly think of my own creative state during this time. These concatenations are generally called coincidences. I have used Jung’s statement since this year to call them “common time”. Coincidence is a view, and all coincidences are a necessity, stemming from our consciousness. 2017 may be a year of change and it is not very comfortable for many people. I am getting worse and worse, I have to go to the library to check the borrowing records to review what books I have read. The amount of reading was large, and the variety became more and more. I had to run the library and read that I felt very rewarding and bought it again. Among them, the Japanese artist Otake’s "Invisible Sound, Unavailable Painting" is one of them. He described his large amount of creative power from the unfinished liquidity of his work. "The basic principle of my homework is that the paintings and scrapbooks in the room filled with turpentine taste are always moist, and the creation keeps flowing and moving. Once the flow stops, "accidents" will not happen." I am indeed like him. I don't believe that "I don't want to create, I change my mood." Inspiration has never been made out of nothing. It is a spark that is produced by constant friction. Some sparks will be extinguished and some will burn. This kind of creative process is mostly lonely. As I look more and more, the more I do, the more panic and loneliness that grows. Often in the library, art books are very messy. In this mess, it seems that you can find a breathing space for books and books. After reading the creative process written by many artists themselves, they admire the atmosphere of their isolated creation and wonder whether the inner feeling of loneliness will have no end. So a book appeared in front of me, and the coverlet was written like this: "To you who live in a lonely city, and occasionally lonely, unique, and want to get comfort." I immediately borrowed home, smashed three The sky burst into tears. These tears were sprinkled on several artists I never knew, Valery Solanas, who killed Andy Warhol, David Wojnarowicz, who died in AIDS, and Billie Holiday, the Queen of Jazz. The English version of the book is "The Lonely City" Chinese turned into "Lonely Art", and the British author Olivia Laing arrived in New York from London when he was in a bad state, feeling a sense of loneliness. From a psychological point of view, "the typical appearance of loneliness is that people who are deeply poisoned have misery. Unlike other emotional experiences that cannot be said, loneliness can't make people feel the same. The first one is distributed. The loneliness may cause the second person's anxiety, which makes him unable to exert empathy." And by re-interpreting the life and works of several artists, she is struggling to break back herself. At the end of the book, she wrote: "Art can indeed create intimacy. It has a way to heal the wounds. It makes people see that not all wounds need healing. Not all scars are ugly... Feeling lonely and eager does not mean a person fails, but only It is evidence that a person is alive." The Lonely Art, Olivia Laing. "The Lonely Art", Olivia Laing. At the beginning of the year, at 6 o'clock in the morning, I didn't sleep all night. I picked up the "Princess into the Black Forest" and flipped it around, waiting for the appropriate synchronic sentence to appear. I turned to the sleeping beauty and revisited it once. The author analyzed, "It is the incompleteness, pain and sorrow in life that is the result of our real life urging new possibilities." I wrote the book and also contributed to this article. ending. I wrote these books with me last year, maybe I will be able to accompany more people this year. No matter how bitter I am, I will have new possibilities this year. Study Room 001 Book "Chroma", Derek...